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My hearts bleeds tonight

  • Jul. 14th, 2009 at 11:24 PM
depressed, sad
 As many of you know I am a very family focused person and they mean the world to me. Well, my family has suffered a very traumatic loss today. My Aunt Susie passed away this morning. 
 
First let me tell you what happened. Last night around 5pm her heart went into an arrhythmia. When the paramedics arrived they had to shock her 3 times to no avail. So they loaded her up in the ambulance, all while working on her, and rushed her to Providence hospital. When they got to the hospital they had to shock her again and continue to work on her. They finally got her heartbeat back, but the damage had already been done. The basically said the next 24-48 hours would tell. They gave her meds to keep her comfortable and a DNR was signed so no heroics would be performed.
 
Now skip ahead to this morning. I got up and went to work knowing that there was nothing I could do for her. As soon as I parked the car I got a call from my mom to get to the hospital, because they were pulling her off the machines. We were all with her while she peacefully passed on.
 
My heart says that the right thing was done. Mainly because she has been sick with heart problems for the last 12 1/2 years. My heart is hurting so bad. Susie was one of my favorite aunts. She was actually more than an aunt, she was like a surrogate mom to me. I admired and looked up to her. I cannot believe that she is gone. I honestly cannot handle this right now. I so want her here now!!! I don't want to let her go. I NEED HER HERE!!!!!!!! I will miss her advice, her wisdom, her jokes, her smile, and her laugh.
 
I am also worried for her grandkids, for they are the reason that she kept living. They are taking this better than I ever thought they would. Of course the wake and funeral has not happened, so we will see how that goes.
 
Thank you, in advance, to all my friends.
  • Mood: depressed depressed

lmao....

  • Mar. 8th, 2009 at 6:46 PM
Jaclyn

Octuplets' Mom Seeks Donations Online, courtesy of AOL....

  • Feb. 12th, 2009 at 11:17 AM
angry

Ok, please don't misunderstand this rant I am about to do. I have no problem with a woman seeing a fertility doctor to have a baby. I, myself, am going to a fertility specialist and so are a couple of my friends. What I am upset about is the fact that Nadya Suleman is a single, UNEMPLOYED woman who is living on GOVERNMENT ASSISTANCE!!!! I do not agree that a single unemployed woman should see a fertility specialist. She already had 6 kids that she can't take care of on her own, why did she need 8 more?? I hope that child services investigates her to make sure that the children are taken care of, properly.

Now this woman is asking for donations to help take care of the children. WTF?!?!?!? Website

Article from AOL...


Anyways, this woman just infuriates me to no end.
  • Mood: angry angry

in honor of Obama's 1st Presidential Address....

  • Feb. 9th, 2009 at 7:08 PM
Jaclyn












  • Mood: amused amused

Zombie Road Signs Attack Austin!

  • Jan. 30th, 2009 at 7:24 AM
Jaclyn
This is hilarious!! Click on the AOL link for the story.


Courtesy of AOL
  • Mood: cheerful cheerful

Sammy the Cat, courtesy of CNN.com

  • Jan. 19th, 2009 at 8:19 PM
Jaclyn
There's news at the Notasulga Post Office, and it's not even a shooting. Sammy, the Notasulga PO's unofficial resident cat has been banned from the building. Apparently an angry customer called in a complaint, citing the fact that Sammy doesn't pay taxes as grounds for barring him from federal grounds. An outraged group of Notasulgans (including, we're happy to say, at least one of our readers) has taken swift and decisive action to rectify the situation. They bought Sammy the Cat his very own P.O. Box.





If you want to send the cat a letter you can mail it to:
Sammy the Cat
P.O. Box 173
Notasulga, Alabama, 36866

Good Riddance 2008!!

  • Dec. 31st, 2008 at 8:40 PM
Jaclyn
I am so glad that a new year is starting tonight! I am so ready for 2009 to begin. I am hoping that it will be a much better year.

Happy New Year to everyone!

Happy Birthday [info]geisha_kitten69

  • Dec. 22nd, 2008 at 7:42 PM
Jaclyn

Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Thought you would get a kick out of this.

Doctor Visit

  • Dec. 18th, 2008 at 6:56 PM
Jaclyn
Well, I went for my visit with my new fertility specialist, Dr. Maqueira. He wasn't very warm on the first visit, but I was only there to get my yearly exam and to get some bloodwork done. He wants to check my levels to see where we stand. I have to go back to see him on January 5th. More than likely he will put me on clomid, metaformin.


Also, I got a new job working with Knology!! They are the other local cable company here in town. I am so excited!!!

Christmas is next week, I am so excited about spending it with my family. I haven't spent a Christmas with my family in 8 years.
  • Mood: excited excited
  • Music:Stargate

I did it!

  • Nov. 24th, 2008 at 3:16 PM
Jaclyn
I setup an appointment with a local fertility specialist here in Panama City! My appointment is December 11th at 2pm. I am so excited. I want to get the ball rolling on this. We have tried to do everything naturally ever since the miscarriage, but no luck. Wish us luck!
  • Mood: chipper chipper

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